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Hold Nothing Back

Wed Jun 20, 2007, 2:08 PM
  • Mood: Homicidal
  • Listening to: Hold Nothing Back - Linkin Park
  • Watching: UHF
*I LOVE THIS SONG I JUST NEED THE LYRICS*

You try to find a reason why it all went away
And you think of what you could have done different
When you thought you were complete
You opened up your eyes

When you thought you had it all that's when you lost it
If you want to hold onto everything you will fall

You are around chasing things that disappear
You can't get enough cuz you want it all
When you thought you were ok
you opened up your eyes

When you thought you had it all that's when you lost it
If you want to hold onto everything you will fall

When you thought you had it all that's when you lost it
If you want to hold onto everything you will fall

When you thought you had it all that's when you lost it
If you want to hold onto everything you will fall

Random

Tue Jun 19, 2007, 5:16 PM
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Shadow Zone - Static X
  • Watching: Deadliest Catch
The ways the I continue into life, odd things have become to over come me. And others that cannot be explained. My mental state seems to become over depressed as my emotions cannot control themselves.

I can't even be able to enjoy the day with becoming down with sadness, as I seem people become happy. Once a get thing that I have been able to joy from no longer wants me to express it.

Being put down by my own self, as people try to help I do not want their help as my depression has gotten the better of me. Just to think that I was bi-poler. But I still don't understand that concept.

My true thinking has become random or messed up as I should say. Maybe some relaxing time could do me a lot of good. I Hope.

Dare to Care

Mon Jun 18, 2007, 5:08 PM
  • Mood: Rejected
  • Listening to: So - Static X
  • Watching: Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
My Life has seem to become less complex then it should be. and yet theres something wrong with me. I don't know how to Explain it, but something with my emotions it has me become mad yet sad, and others that I cant really know how to anymore..

I have just become so.. Lost. My moods are getting the better of me. I wasn't able to show them, but now I have to seem to let them loose and not control that I have over them..

For seen

Mon Jun 18, 2007, 2:17 PM
  • Mood: Hungry
  • Listening to: From the Inside - Linkin Park
  • Watching: Ninja Warrior
Depths of my soul has come to wonder to get for seen of the great light of mind ridden Darkness.

poem Called "Distance Is Better"

Sun Jun 17, 2007, 4:39 PM
  • Mood: Spidey Sense
  • Listening to: Anything But This - Static X
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Computer Screen
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
For the Main reason off it all
If you cant get a Clue

Then what good are U?
Even when you tell people that I should Rot in Hell

Well "F" you
You no good to me, and will never will be

My mood has changed for the best
Even you think It has become worse

Well Im just happy without you
and trust me its the True facts

So do u get it?
Or should I just tell you In person?
Well with your luck that never going to happen

Soo boo Hoo to you.
So leave me alone
Dont even talk to me
Even if you must
I wont give a Care of it

I will tell me true feels of it all
So you can Just shut Up
So if you Please just stay away
I dont want to be with you anymore then I had to

This may Not be all the Facts
But thats all @ my mind @ the time
of this freaking chime
Im not going to talk to

so dont even Try.
Later.
Happens to be my last words so

Bye.

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